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HOPELESSNESS OF THE HEART

Sitting. Sleepiness seems not to be inviting. The loneliness of the night made me think of memories that supposed to be forgotten...memories that made me smile before, and is hurting me now.
Everytime I think about this, I got weak..and weaker.. And I hate myself for being so vulnerable.
From the time I met him, I lock myself in a love, that I know is impossible to have its "happy ending".
I always dreamt of fairytale, scenes that I know only exists in fiction.. I've tried so hard pleasing him in every way I can, I did things beyond my limits, and I did it all, just for him ,the one I love, my first love.. But can I blame myself? Im just a girl trying to be loved by someone,trying to please someone... I know, Im so stupid believing that I can have a victory in winning his love. But I was wrong, in the end, Im left hanging... In the end, still , its only me and myself, loving him so deeply.. All my efforts had vanished in just a blinked of an eye. And all of me had lost its direction. Everything has reached its ending.. A sad ending. A gloomy ending for me. He's free now, Free from someone's love, FREE from me.
Yes, I let him go... He's in love with someone else.. and I think I should be happy for him, finally he found his love. Forgetting him is so hard. Our moments theyre really hard to forget.. But I know in myself that I have to accept everything,I have to accept that there isnt really an "US" thing, We can never be together. Hopeless me, but STRONG me! I have to be patient, soon I'll move on..
I know..

Posted by princesssepi at 12:27 on May 24th, 2011 at 12:27PM (updated May 24th, 2011)  
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